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—>Friday again. The days just slip me by. It is getting colder every day. I don’t want it to be winter yet. I want summer, i want to be able to go out without freeze my ass of. Well that’s nothing I can do to to change the weather.

What more? Haven’t really done anything specieall for like 4 days now. Have so damn boring life! Or, no.. I forgot! Yeah, somefriends and me drowe to Stockholm, (the kapital of Sweden) at Wendsday. It feels so good to live like 1 hour and 30 min from the kapital. So we went there and wached some comedians … stand-up .. with some real fun people, performing. Then the same night we took the car back to Gavle, where we all live. It is great to be a student, and not live in my home town, cus here nobody knows me and cares about what I do. At home my mom would prob. give me a real long talk about things you do and not do.. bla bla bla.. you all know what I meen.

Hey wanna say .. my english is not the best, but cut me some slack, it is not my language, just something I really want to learn. It is kind of hard to learn this wrighting part.. The speaking part is not that hard.   Well that’s about it I think.. It would really be fun to find some new friends here.. So wright to me!!!:)

Lots of hugs! Hope you all doing allright!

Yeah, one more thing, my homepage is coming out soon.. I’m workin’ on it!

Bye!

Long time no see.

Have a lot on my mind. Talked to an old boyfriend yesterday. It felt so strange. I haven’t seen him for 5 years now. We live in different countries. So it is har to see each other. But next summer I was planning on going to visit my grandmother.. she lives in the same city as him. We were together summer 2000. I was only 14 then, but I really loved him , and he loved me too. So , we had to say goodbye when I was about to live back home to Sweden, it was so hard. He send  me letters, and well did the same. Than ofcorse everything changed. I got new boyfriend, things changed. But I never forgot him, he was my first real boyfriend. We never slept together, because i felt that i was to young to do that at 14. Now I have a boyfriend, we have been together for 2 years. I love him, but still I think about that other X. I cant forget him, we talked ..and it felt so strange. Now I really wonder what will happen’ when I go there next summer, even if I have my bfriend, how do I fight the temptation for my first love? Someone that have felt the same,. or had the same problem?

Update…………..

So, I went to the dentists… it was alright, I am always afraid to go there. But today I needed it. Well after that I haven’t really done something interesting,…Well i fixed some pic. that i took this Sunday.. hope you all like them! Comment if you want..