| Some days I hate myself. This day is one of them. I am smoking again, I am eating all the junkfood and I hate me for that! I have not been working out for a week now.. and I drank alot last week, cus of the the thing we had in Gavlecon. Still the week got real crazy. Now it is a new week and I have to start over, cuz i missed all the kilograms that I lost, they are all back on me.  And how am I to eat less, when I live with a boyfriend that is thin and he wants to gain weight? So I am trying to eat less, and he is trying to eat more. That doesnt really go in harmony. And he gets to eat everything I love to eat! It’s a big problem for me! And I really have to get the body I want to have in 5 more months.
Mom and dad came to visit this weekend, we had alot of fun, they left yesturday. Sometimes I miss my home town. But I really love it here, I love the university, it is so mutch fun here, in Sundsvall i would really be bored. I feel fat, I feel fat… but I know I am not fat, I am not fat at all, just need to loose some unnecessary kilograms, than I will be happy. Got to go .. this is getting weird. Tnx for the comments girls! |
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Monday, January 31, 2005
Monday, January 31st, 2005
